

For ChrisI sit here, as an echo of your misery, waiting for the bell to stop ringing. I have always anticipated your arrival. I was never quite ready to accept your departure. It had never been an option.For Chris
I long to forget my madness of you. The daily torchure I put myself through, so you could breathe. You have left cold, shadow imprints on the timeline of my life. Memories that were always missing something.
Unfiltrating ghosts renact your petty excuses for brilliance. They live bound to time. Never growing, never changing. With a vaccum like quality they swallow my


Something elseI’m sitting. Watching. Waiting for that one thought that comes into my mind like a tornado and sweeps up all of the chaos, lifts it up from the chasm of doubt and degradation, leaving order and neutrality by carrying it all away. Expectations don’t precede results. They deaden them. A makeshift outcome of disappointment.Something else
I write. I write and I ramble and sometimes I don’t consider them to be the same thing. Maybe it’s because I don’t use big words or maybe the ramble flow is choppy. Too many ups and downs of emotions to be stuck lost in awe in. I wish I could just get


Before ParadiseI sat still -Before Paradise
anxiety rushing through my veins like a first shot of dope. I watched one dream become two -
identically displayed at opposite poles, pulsating with the fever of seeking truth. I envied a man who's hot flash inspired an inferno of dissolution and bewilderment. My eyes affixed on the beatitude of outcome
instead of inevitably being a slave to my own demise. This man grew like a fairy tale beanstalk, losing his head in the fog of the highest clouds. He was awed by eternal chaos and shunned by Eros herself, left to dance around his antics in fear. Grasping t
Scheming Bunny
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